sticks and stone may break my bones

sticks and stones may break my bones but words do not hurt mebut her words hurt and his silences just made me angryshe didn't even waist time and just went straight to my heart i was at my lowest point and the grass below me soaked up my cries for helpat the moment i knew fear and love are in the sameand that loss is more than a feelingyou were so close to me but so far awayand my mom was at the grocery storeso i listened to every word of my wrong doing i thought forgiveness is in your heart but it's only on the bruised knees and talks to godher words hurt mei never knew that someone can welcome you in then have your arms cut at elbows so that you can never hug anyone the same againyour kisses come with conditions and complicationsi asked him if i could learn how to forgive more quickly so i guess i can give you thatmaybe you are my lessoni love what is rightfully yoursbut i thought you could sharei followed every rule that i knewbut his kisses come with complications that i  thought never knew possible i have bit marks on my tough from the words i never saidi will respect you but never in the same mother tells me to stay awaybut i how can i love what is rightfully yours and stay away from you  i will learn to build up walls and tare them down again sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me