in my heart then out my lips

Maybe it's that my heart beat was never regular to begin with

it started with the screams to my mother at birth 

and now all i seem to do it is cry out to world

saying, "is that all you got?"

she would hold me so gently 

and now all i feel is wind on the mountain tops

but the world is quiet up there 

and i can here him answer back to me

you came through the artery just like the wind

and through to my blood 

then my lungs 

then out my lips

then back through again 

like oxygen

maybe my heart beat was never regular to begin with

now all i know is that only people can make your heart beat regular 

but my darling consistency that's what my heart needs