Sunday, March 8, 2015

with a smile


you are the sleepless night
the drip of the sink
silent as the minutes under water
the flashing lights at disco night
the second looks, of what are you thinking
is it me?
no
probably the game you had last week
it's always that 
you are the walks to door
the reason for talking to myself 
the extra shade of lip gloss
the pounding of the heart
what are you thinking?
i know i talk too much
too much of silence gets uncomfortable 
you are the reason to over think
never bad or good
the i hate you, with a smile 
the never final agreement
you are every color in-between
but never the color itself
you are normal with the abnormal
you are the reason for lost words
but i've always been good with words
just not with you
so dang it, i can't say it without crying

so i will say i hate you, with a smile instead 

2 comments:

  1. "i can't say it without crying so i will say i hate you, with a smile instead" I love this so much. Definitely guilty of this.

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  2. those opening three lines got me good.
    and this whole thing, actually.

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